A whole Lotta Beautiful... and Other Poems of Love Page 2
But it's all gone as quickly as the rush
That came and grabbed us from pain and sadness
I wish it was back like it was
In the beginning when it all was unending
Before your hate drove me to end us
Each day, I miss you
I don't miss you any less
It should be easy
I made you leave me
But all I feel is emptiness
I miss you more than you know
But I can't let it show
Even when you ask me if I do
I miss you more than you feel
It's a razor that's real
Cutting me so deep
For still loving you
I miss you so badly
If only had we
Done more to remember what we meant
All of my days and my nights are so saddening
I'm alone and allowing
Myself to hold onto times that came and went
I miss you more than you know
More than you will ever know
Sweetest Intentions
You're my Queen...
And I'm your King.
Your past is nothing.
It doesn't mean a thing.
All that matters
Is what happens
From this moment on.
To last from now
Through the in between,
Is how it should be...
Even if we feel we can't go on.
If you need,
I will be right here,
Saving every last breath
Just for you.
I would wait
Even until after death for you.
Do you see me
Whenever you look into the mirror?
Right here is still too far...
Though I know right where you are.
The test is planned
But not yet in our hands.
Whatever we do is all
Completely the whole.
I'm waiting patiently
To catch your fall.
When time swallows our souls,
It won't swallow our love.
We may be young fools,
But we are the each other
That one another are dreaming of.
It's all waiting for us.
It's known to someone else.
We might not know it ourselves,
But it will all come to be.
It will be me living for you...
With you...
And you living your life for me.
These are the sweetest intentions
That I can give
To you.
I love you so much
That I cannot say...
You're all I think about
Every night and every day.
I'm so sorry
If I've ever made you cry.
But I don't want you to worry
Or ever wonder why
I could ever love you.
I'll be your forever...
And all that you ever
Wanted in a man.
You're so perfect
For all that's been missing
In my life up til now.
I know just how
I can be
Better than the me
I've always been.
You'll never break my heart.
My dreams are everywhere you are.
I'll always fall in love
Over and over again!
It's all waiting for us.
It's known to someone else.
We might not know it ourselves,
But it will all come to be.
It will be me living for you...
With you...
And you living your life for me.
These are the sweetest intentions
That I can give
To you.
Don't forget the way
You melt whenever you remember my name.
I'm so intent.
I am completely true.
I know that I'm meant
Only for you.
As you are for me.
You've never loved
Like this before me.
It's hard to believe
And hard to conceive
That you're exactly
What I'm been looking for
Since the day I was born for you.
It's all waiting for us.
It's known to someone else.
We might not know it ourselves,
But it will all come to be.
It will be me living for you...
With you...
And you living your life for me.
These are the sweetest intentions
That I can give
To you.
It's all waiting for us.
It's known to someone else.
We might not know it ourselves,
But it will all come to be.
It will be me living for you...
With you...
And you living your life for me.
These are the sweetest intentions
That I can give
To you.
You haven't known me long...
But yet you know me so well!
Since you've come along,
I've felt so strong,
And we can never regret that we fell...
So in love.
It's all waiting for us.
It's known to someone else.
We might not know it ourselves,
But it will all come to be.
It will be me living for you...
With you...
And you living your life for me.
These are the sweetest intentions
That I can give
To you.
I'll be right by your side,
Through thick and thin,
When tears begin and end,
Or even when
You can only think to hide!
I'll be your heart.
I'll be your mind.
You are more
Than I imagined I could find.
Just be my Queen...
And I'll be your King.
I will cherish
Every feeling you bring.
I would do...
Anything...
For you!
Amazing
I keep finding
Myself fearing
That somehow
You won't get near me
That one day I'll be
Clearly
Hurt again
I know I'm being stupid
And I know I already knew it
I was afraid I blew it
But then
I found out you understood it
That you weren't angry
So I thought how could it
Be so amazing
I can't stop it or
Forget how good it
Really is and I shouldn't
Be feeling anything less than
Completely in it
I know I knew I loved you
And I really meant it
But I let foolishness take hold
And absent-minded, I've been it
I know that if you'll still have me
I have to put this all right past me
Learn to love you more gladly
And stop treating you so badly
You don't deserve how mistaken
I've been lately
And my heart is achin
From knowing I've been anything less to you
Than amazing
I doubt myself that I can be amazing
You
always tell me I'm amazing
But can I really be amazing
When you're the one that really is amazing
Please just trust that such stupidity is just a phase and
That I will try so hard to give it up
Because there is no time for us to be wasting
And no chances we should be taking
Of letting anything we've built be shaken
The only one that could ever love me right
Is the only one I could miss tonight
And everything I have needed
And someone I have yet mistreated
And couldn't be sorrier
But hope this mess is completed
Something so amazing
Is harder to find
Than any riches, so I'm facing
The dilemma of my other side
Coming out while the good one hides
But I promise I will kill that man
And leave him behind
Because I can't miss out on you, so amazing
Nothing but truly amazing
So very very amazing
That I can't believe you're mine
Not Wanting You, I Just Cannot Pretend
Forgive me
For ever caring
But there is no one else
So good
Comparing
Anything they are to you
You are so perfect it scares me
You make me breathe just barely
And now you’re leavin
Treatin me unfairly
I thought we knew
That sometimes forever just can’t be forever
When two people can’t be together
Without tellin each other the truth
You hoped that you found real love
So you could really feel loved
But I was holdin back my fears
And lyin, sayin I shed no tears for you
So, now I can only ask
Why did we get caught up
In so good it could not be thought of
And then let it slip away so fast
You want to still be friends
But I don’t think I can take it
My heart, I didn’t tell you yet is breakin
So everything with you must end
I only wanted your friendship
No matter how much you meant, and
You took it beyond, so shocking
But then we almost altogether just stopped talking
Not wanting you, I just cannot pretend
Maybe after we give some time
It might be alright to find
Each other once more and begin
Back where we started
Forgetting that we parted
Back when I liked you as more than a friend
But I couldn’t speak it
You left me so very weak, it
Felt like I stretched the truth
So much, it bent
Love crept in
But it only lasted
So little and went so fast, it
Got used up and spent
You want to still be friends
But I don’t think I can take it
My heart, I didn’t tell you yet is breakin
So everything with you must end
I only wanted your friendship
No matter how much you meant, and
You took it beyond, so shocking
But then we almost altogether just stopped talking
Not wanting you, I just cannot pretend
Every second since then
Feels like a brand new sentence
Sentencing me to a life of bein lonely without you
I don’t think that I can serve it
But maybe I deserve it
What did I do
If I wasn’t perfect
I’m sorry I didn’t make it worth it
And you’re probably better off
Now that we’re through
But if I dream
I hope that it will seem
Like the reality I thought I had with you
You want to still be friends
But I don’t think I can take it
My heart, I didn’t tell you yet is breakin
So everything with you must end
I only wanted your friendship
No matter how much you